Just a Thought and some Highlights.

well look who's back here in the bloggy town x]

yup im back ....i just feel like bloggin now ...and i can't believe i forgot my password again.. =.='

i mean ...i went freakin 9 tries to get in this stupid blog ...blarddyyy heil...but now i knew...i felt stupid already ^.^ okay shush i know la this happens to me alot.


so anyways, have u ever wonder...why'd u feel so ..."negative" at times? like say ...jealousy, envyness, u know...all those "negatives" that somehow or some what makes it look/ sound bad when u have absofrigginlutely no idea what's the cause of it. One of my friend was having a problem ryte...so she came up to me and lookin down and just feel sad. how i know? cuz she told me... x]..BUT Thats not the point.....wait...okay maybe it is the point. or...okay okay IT IS the point. So then i asked her why, she said its because she's feeling some sort of those negative waves which she herself dunno why the heck it made her down. She claims that its "human nature" and she just goes with the flow and jst pretend like nothing and hides it inside. And i thought to myself...why hide it when u can actually get through by ways so that you'll know what to do when "it" comes around again soon in about 20 years or a few days later? i wonder and ask myself whether if i had this problem...would i just pretend its nothing and forgets it or just find a way to conquer that blardy negative things? aaah i dunno...i guess 50/50. Yeah i know sometimes u gotta keep things personal and just stay out of it buthey im just sayin..what do i know? afterall im not Dr Phil or Oprah x]

welll.... sometimes it works the opposites...and it can actually be a pathetic negative things. u know...feeling it without a reason what so ever. wow im fascinated how it works xD

oh well... i'll stop here. hahahah i dont think i make sense at all up there. hahaha if i did...i should deserve a nobel prize medal! x]

Anyways im getting out of the topic...wanna blurt out my everyday life ...okay fine a day life? o.o? okay la just...whats happening so far..


Its random so just bare with it...so lets seee...


---> i've been in and out of uhh...world?
----> i've met a german ? hahaha
-----> i some how gain my tears and sorrow at night =[
-----> Someone's leaving and im not happy about it ='[
-----> i need a hug.
-----> i miss one of my friend and i dunno if she knows but i hope she does =']
-----> im gonna miss them more when stuff is settled in.
-----> Someone's LEAVING!! hmmmph...
-----> i really need a hug D'=
-----> 2morrow's choir competition and i have to wake up 5 AM. yes...am...morning...gawd daymn it
-----> my cell's been ringing almost 24 hours now. dont they know i got school?!! for godsakes...
-----> i have a friends named after body parts, yes it includes boobs. x]
-----> my dad's recovering fast .thats good =]
-----> shouldnt be playing tennis but i did x]
-----> ...which leads to a surprise injuries? ehe ^.^


well i guess that's done....i'll blog about choir 2morrow oright? wish us luck! =]

so G'nights fellow retards!

oorooo!