What makes you feel like you don't really need a therapist?

Key word today is ----------> Therapy. =)

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So, what the billabongs am i talking about? Well, for starters, im not seeing a therapist =.= And im still sane, thank you very much. So you can't comment me on that Aura.

Well, im sure you guys have those moments where you just want to escape so badly till it got you suicidal. *beautiful girls song comes up and starts imitating sean kingston*

What the fart...no, not love. well love. well...damn mit i lost myself again. Reply tiiiime!

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Well, im sure you guys have those moments where you just want to escape so badly till it got you suicidal. Doesnt matter what the bullocks it is. Love, Goal, Job, Life, what the freaaaaking ever! I'm pretty sure you get frustrated , dont you? In Most cases if you don't, then stay the hell away from me cause a person with full optimism gives me gas. Pauline's an exception. I've seen her being dirty ;)

Anywho, Put pauline aside cause i know you dont know her but if you do, great. Heck i wanna get to my point here alright!? Im feeling motivational. xD

So, ofcourse everybody have something to take their mind of things. Whether its....playing sports, music, cutting grass, meditation, having sex, or even be a cat for a day ( well...just to see what its like being them ;] ). Today i just found out that playing tennis and creating or playing music releases everything what im holding back.

and guess whoooot!?

it feeeeeelsss gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood 8) haha ;]

As for me, nothing's better than releasing anger or frustration by hitting balls. Okay now im gonna take this moment by making myself clear. TENNIS balls. You know, its neon green with white stripes? Yup. I just hope you dont get tempted by my detailed elaboration. =.= Yeaaah that's how i roll with anger..you know...train my ass off even though its pure torcher at times, but it makes me feel good inside. Especially if your doing it with the people who loves ( or just..like xD) what your doing. And as for music, that's myspace. For all the idiots out there who somehow manage to find my blog. Its not a site. If you still cant figure out what im saying, i'm afraid i'd kill myself infront of you.

Where was i?.Music? ah yes. It's great, isnt it? The only time you let yourself loose. Singing, playing your favorite instrument, whatever. I love it. =) and im pretty sure you do too. if you don't. I'm afraid im gonna have to put a law suit and sue your ungreatful soundless ass when and if im rich. =D i feel mean. damn it im watching south park and seinfield alot. Hey its addictive =.=

My poiiiint is, if frustration gets to you like a lightning strike, go and do something about it. And i mean really do something.And badabing badaboom! That's your therapy. If that still doesnt work and you still feel like killing urself, nice knowing ya buddy. Exception to all the people who know me, don't kill yourself unless its me your killing. ;]

Till your presence leaves internet spams on my page, lots of nikki lurve!

Your sweetest nightmare, ( thanks ash =D)
Nikki =)